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June 23rd, 2003

Survey Time @ 06:13 pm

Why cant people make up their minds @ 06:00 pm

Well I am at work right now, my mother has changed my thing for the fifth time, so now I do work Thursday and she thinks I am my sisters driver. Ugh how annoying. Other than that it has been an allright day, I am going to get a gym membership later, and I have to buy jeans...my sister and I are going on Wensday inbetween me driving her around. I told my mom about locks of love she looked at me weird...oh well, so I am going to grow it out ten inches and than cut it for cancer and than shave my head. That is the plan as of right now. I am gonna get tickets for James Taylor soon...I love him. Wish Stace was here so we could go appricate him together. I'm hungrey. 25 more minutes. I might go to Hamburger Marys tommorow. I was gonna call Amanda and Arisha and Corie and Em...try and get the old crew back 2gether for a night out. That would be wicked fun. We will see what happens. Well time to close out.
 

June 22nd, 2003

June 21st, 2003

who i am.... @ 10:32 pm

Ok so I took this test thingy...here are the results..they seem pretty close what do yall think?
Who You Are

You have a passionate connection with life
You bring real passion to life. You're the type of woman who stands up and fights for causes you believe in. You have a vision for how to live the "good life" so you refuse to settle long-term for a boring job or doing something just because it's expected of you. Life should be "balanced" with plenty of time for fun, spontaneity, and romance! Because you're an independent woman and a little shy, you only let a few people get especially close. But you have a romantic side hidden away and you're emotionally ready to experience a powerful "spark" with someone.

What's dating all about to you?
Falling in love is a spiritual experience for you. A truly loving relationship helps bring meaning to your life. You try hard to make your date feel comfortable and have a good time. You're good at anticipating what other people need and giving it to them. But inside, you're usually on an emotional roller coaster. You don't want to reject nice women, but also take it very personally if you're the one rejected.

You face two major challenges in finding the love of your life. First, because you're shy, you feel like you have to be someone else or "wear a mask" to go out and meet new people. You're left feeling like a distant observer, and women find it hard to truly understand you. Second, although your compassion for women is a very attractive quality, your focus on her can get in the way of getting what you want and need. It's crucial to find a way to "go with the flow" in dating as you already do in other parts of your life.

Quirks women notice
Like all women, you have your strengths as well as your quirks and shortcomings. Ultimately, you want to find someone who will love and accept you "warts and all." Because you're a private person, it's especially important that you find a partner who understands.

You won't be too bothered by the fact that your partner always has multiple projects and hobbies going on with few ever finished.

Some days when you're in a bad mood and can't hide it, co-workers or friends take it personally and think you're upset at them.

Because you're a big-hearted woman, at times you can be swayed too much by emotions and a desire to keep your friends and family happy.

Who You're Looking For

She'll be an enigma
You're looking for a woman who's a natural leader. She's smart, insightful, and willing to fight for what she believes in. You'll soon learn that she's a woman you can respect and count on to do what she says. She lives a very ordered and busy life, since she's always juggling her career, family and friends, and her involvement in community or social causes. Yet, she'll still make room for you in her life. You can be each other's escape from the ideas, pressures, and deadlines of each day.

Overall, it's important for you to be with someone who is almost always cheerful and has an optimistic outlook on life. The ideal person you're seeking shares a number of positive qualities with you, including:

She has her eye on the future and has big goals and dreams for what she wants out of life.
Sex

Romantic sex
Good sex is important to you, but it's only one of many ways you connect emotionally with your partner. Whether it's sexual or simply an affectionate touch, you give and receive pleasure easily.

Is she sexually compatible?
You're looking for someone just like you, who values the quality of sex over the quantity. You want someone who would never pressure you about sex.

What's ahead for you sexually?
A good sexual match plays a key role in your "ideal" relationship. Your profile points to a very promising sex life with your future partner. If you can bring your natural creativity and imagination to the bedroom, your sex life will never be boring. You know what it's like to emotionally connect with someone and truly make love (vs. just having sex). It will be hard (or impossible) to settle for anything less. Someone as loving and sensual as you should hold out for a woman who shares your passions.

here is the link... http://attraction.match.com
 

New Names @ 12:42 pm

Current Mood: bored bored

Follow the instructions to find your new name. The following in an
excerpt from a children's book, "Captain Underpants and the Perilous
Plot of Professor Poopypants" by Dave Pilkey: The evil Professor
forces
everyone to assume new names...


Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first
name:
> > a = poopsie
> > b = lumpy
> > c = buttercup
> > d = gidget
> > e = crusty
> > f = greasy
> > g = fluffy
> > h = cheeseball
> > i = chim-chim
> > j = stinky
> > k = flunky
> > l = boobie
> > m = pinky
> > n = zippy
> > o = goober
> > p = doofus
> > q = slimy
> > r = loopy
> > s = snotty
> > t = tootie
> > u = dorkey
> > v = squeezit
> > w = oprah
> > x = skipper
> > y = dinky
> > z = zsa-zsa

Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of
your new last name:

> > a = apple
> > b = toilet
> > c = giggle
> > d = burger
> > e = girdle
> > f = barf
> > g = lizard
> > h = waffle
> > i = cootie
> > j = monkey
> > k = potty
> > l = liver
> > m = banana
> > n = rhino
> > o = bubble
> > p = hamster
> > q = toad
> > r = gizzard
> > s = pizza
> > t = gerbil
> > u = chicken
> > v = pickle
> > w = chuckle
> > x = tofu
> > y = gorilla
> > z = stinker

Use the fourth letter of your last name to determine the second half
of
your new last name:

> > a = head
> > b = mouth
> > c = face
> > d = nose
> > e = tush
> > f = breath
> > g = pants
> > h = shorts
> > i = lips
> > j = honker
> > k = butt
> > l = brain
> > m = tushie
> > n = chunks
> > o = hiney
> > p = biscuits
> > q = toes
> > r = buns
> > s = fanny
> > t = sniffer
> > u = sprinkles
> > v = kisser
> > w = squirt
> > x = humperdinck
> > y = brains
> > z = juice

Thus, for example, George W. Bush's new name is Goober Chickenshorts.

Mine is Fluffy Rhinotush
 

June 18th, 2003

makin jessie bessie happy @ 12:52 pm

Jess is yelling at me to shout out to non-lj's which is stupid cause only her and lishers read this...but here goes
1. You always make me laugh, from butt pimples to secret handshakes, when I need someone to have a good ol dance marathon with I know that you are down. Even though we have been walked in on humpin the air by more people than we can count it is ok because we always have a good time.
2. Riding in the fuck-mobile would not be the same with anyone else, together we got my lil sister drunk for the first time, spin the bottle, strip poker, all the times you caused me to worry about your saftey...dont ever doubt yourself you can be great, in my eyes you already are.
3. I am your lil gay strawberry, so many nights of farhnam bars, bob the asshole, you make me laugh...we got written up in the school newspaper for being violant cheerleaders with out "o...u...t" cheer...dawsons creeak...peeping toms...so many more memories you are a kick ass person and one day you will find the right guy.
4. You are always online and on the phone for me to laugh with about what stupid thing you have done now, at first I thought you wwere high maintance and annoyin but hours stuck together I founf out I was wrong, you are amazin Jim is a lucky man
5. You are the funniest drunk on earth, but most of the time you had to study during farhnam bar, but you were always there to take pictures of our misadventures and when you joined in you made us laugh by telling us that she is your fav roomate
6. You are my fav person to go skinny dippin with in Jan...getto campouts are only for those who can hang, but be prepared for the pain of thawin nipples, ooootoddooooo, we had good times and bad times but after all the back stabbing you are still someone I care about.
7. Mr. Toads wild ride, you are so much fun...I am flattered that if you were a lesbian you would want my shit, but good luck with all your boys, and no more nubbin!
8. You have taught me the meaning of true friendship, somtimes we get lost and lose track of what is most important but we always come back to the fact that we will always be there for each other. You will always be a cheezie puff in my eyes. For a boy you are damn cool.
9. You are my lil toolbox, you are gonna kick some major ass at UCONN next year, I wish I could be there with you to check out all them hot bball palyers with you, but if Tennis ever lands you in Zona you know I will be front row screamin for you!
10. You are just anouther one of her bitches, but a damn cool one and one that is going to last...over the time I have known you you have become more than just her girl you have become one of my own close friends. No one takes such pride in embarssin me the way that you do. Dont worry though some day soon I will repay the favor just you wait *evil laugh*
11. We are the true Harry Potter fans...and it is a damn good thing we are not in the middle ages what if we were allergic to wool? Could not have asked for a better roomie frosh year, it would not have been the same without constant pillow fights and silverware fights...ditchin study hall and getting caught and than makin it up would not have been the same with anyone else. Miis ya
12. Playa...you are such a sweetie pie, we have only hung out a couple times but talk online alot you care about her so much and for that I respect you and totally give you props. Hope to see ya soon.
13. Fuckin Fagit, too bad you are not moving to LA any more, I miss chillin with you going from africa to anartica all in one night, pickin up hookers on the new haven streets, getttin our dicount at applebees, going on Mr. Toad, just chillin and havin good times
14. When we met I ran away, if I had known what I was getting myself into I would have run faster...jk. You have had a big impact on you I am today, from running away to NY to drinkin at Marys you have always been a big part of my life and always will be. When we met we were just little girls with big dreams, we have grown alot since that day and have done alot of things we swore we would never do...but at the end of the day I can say that I am proud of who we have become.
15. You are just so damn sexy, what more can I say...well you are a abuser...and have horrible sense of direction, but in the end you made up for it.
16. You are my other shoe, once we got past hating each other for no reason we formed an instant bond, one that to this ay has not been broken and I dont think it ever will be. You have been my rock when I needed you, when I was barley strong enough to walk you lead the way, when I lashed out in fear of not makin it through rehab you held my hand and told me you believed in me, I dont know if you know how much you mean to me but you will always be in my heart, and I know you think that you screwed up but there is no mistake you could make that ever let me forget the fact that I am here because you were always there. We all make mistakes.
17. And you thought you would never get anything out of going to a gay bar with me, than you met the stripper and took him home!!! He did have quite the booty but I still can not believe that he passed out...I mean shit man he did not smoke that much and how could be being felt up all nite be that tiring. You are a kick ass roomie for going to gay bars with me though, hittin the century club yea baby
18. You were my first friend at Southern and my best you are lil gaylord focker...spring break was one of the greatest weeks but this Augest is going to be even better. And than Wyomin for next year...I am so happy that he loves you, the RWA payed off in the end! Get ready for your next power hour because Coach Bud is takin you down!
19. Getting trashed in front of TQ, smokin in front of him, partyin with the random men from Russia and crashin on our coaches floor. What a weekend we had...would not have been the same with anyone else
20. Cocktails parties and Sushi...we were not close as lil girls you were to cool and i was too out there, but as we grew up and moved out we realized that just because we aproach life in such different ways does not mean that we do not know each other better than anyone else, could not ask for a better big.
 

Rob is ok @ 11:13 am

Current Mood: relieved relieved

I am talking to my buddy Rob online right now. When I saw his name under leading men I breathed a sigh of relief. I had not heard from him in about 6 months. Once I tried to go the the Army site and find somthing out but it just confused me. One day we were talking like always and the next he was gone, I missed him...I am glad he is ok. A ton of bricks has been lifted...but he is at his base in NC right now so we cant chill before he gets deployed again. Enough allready man...I dont want Rob to go back over there, or anyone for that matter.
 

Ct come back @ 12:34 am

Current Mood: amused amused

I am missing my Conn girlies latley, talked to Tara online tonight and she was drunk, if she was gay she would love me. Damn all them straight girls be lovin me if they was gay....well they are not gay so that leaves me no lovin. I miss Alisha, and Robin, Tayma, Cait, Meesh, Becky, even smelly Shariee, I can not wait until Alisha comes to visit me in Augest...she is flying all by her self cause she is that good of a friend. She is leaving her love for a week all for me...I am the luckiest girl alive!!! I miss Arisha so much...I worry about her ya know...I just dont want her to get hurt. I have a weak spot for her, she is an amazing girl and if anyone hurts her there will be hell to pay. Enough of that, I need to chill with Manda I miss my best friend...*tear*...oh well we are still wicked tight. Work sucks...honestly I hate that place...I need to job hunt again tommorow. I need to get a Y card also...I hate not being in shape. Nothing else is going on really...well nothing I can write about anyways...I have not talked to Jess in awhile...I miss her she is funny funny girl. Eh boyfriends I tell ya...girls get them and they drop off earth. I think I should visit Flag soon. I need a break from PHX....allrighty enough babble
 

June 17th, 2003

lovin my lj friends @ 11:08 pm

So I guess youre supposed to pick 20 people off your friends list and write something about them. So here goes man:

1. We used to swim together back in the day, you are one funny chick and I like reading your LJ, you seem a bit down latley hope all is better now, you are a kick ass person and only deserve the best
2. I talked to you once on aim and you are wicked cool, I like reading about you and your boyfriend. You seem like a really great person and like you have an amazing heart
3. I dont really know you, I saw that you added me so I added you...but I love reading your enrtys they are very intresting and always keep me reading
4. You are wicked cool, I like reading about your rugby adventures and all your parties, too bad we never got a chance to chill before I came back to Zona-town
5. What to say about the one person who it the youngest on here and knows the most about me...could it be because we shared a womb? You are the shit...I am glad that we are tight.
6. English buddies...back in the day man...but yea you are one of the only cool people that that school ever produced
7. You have alot of entries and somtimes I miss some but I enjoy reading them even though I dont post much, you are so blunt and honest I love it
8. Too bad we never got the chance to meet you seem like a really cool person, shit you must be look at who your bestfriend is. Women will always suck just make sure you got good friends to help you out
9. We know alot of the same people, hope all is well for you and your girl, you have the such pretty eyes and I love the red hair.
10. Shit man I miss you so much. Power hours, RWA's, Gothem, Partners, I never heard the end of your pee story cause my comp froze, you better visit soon!
11. You are mad cool, too bad you are so far away. Dont fret about the small stuff, if things are meant to be they will be...I miss talking to you....you feel as though I drifted and I feel as though you did. I really do miss you, and I do still get excited when we talk.
12. Where would I have been at the club without you, couple drinks in us and we were out there dancing like a couple white girls with no rythom, miss you
13. I like reading your entries, you have such a passion in life, dont let your ex get you down...you are better than that
14. We were alot closer when we were younger and we saw each other more, I remeber chillin in San Fran way way back in the day, you will do great in life no matter where you go
15. I love reading about school from a teachers point of view, I admire you for teaching it is somthing I could never do and all teachers need more apprication
16. I dont always get to read all your posts but when I do I love hearing about your life, maybe one day we will run into each other out on the town...until than Ill keep readin
17. We have the same friends but have only hung out once, but you are such a funny person and even though I did not like you at first I see I was wrong and am glad I but my bias aside and gave you a faqir shot
18. I am part of your lesbian dawson creek saga...right on...and you always laugh at my away messages even when I think I am being boring...thanks for makin me feel amusing
19. You are a really funny smart ass of a person, I hope that I get to know you better, I would say more but I dont like sour stuff
20. You are cool, we talked online a couple times and you make me laugh, hope you are having fun over seas
 

*Alisha Rose* @ 09:18 pm

Current Mood: lonely lonely
Current Music: I dont know if you got the memo but I....

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