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November 20th, 2003

anthing @ 11:10 pm

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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. seriously...
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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Date:November 20th, 2003 10:24 pm (UTC)
This entry is a friends only thing so I can't post anonymously. Unlock it and we will happily share secrets with you. :)
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Date:November 20th, 2003 10:28 pm (UTC)


Thanks for letting me know...I forgot I had it on friends only :)
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Date:November 20th, 2003 10:29 pm (UTC)

Re: woops

hey no prob! ;) have a great night
Date:November 20th, 2003 10:30 pm (UTC)
You're cool.

Sorry, I can't think of anything spiffier to say.
Date:November 20th, 2003 10:37 pm (UTC)
I like this idea, ok so heres a secret fear... I don't think my girlfriend loves me anymore, and I love her desperately so I am afraid to ask her for fear of the answer!
Date:November 21st, 2003 10:22 pm (UTC)
I love my girlfriend more than anyone will ever know.
Date:November 22nd, 2003 11:58 am (UTC)
Although I try to play it cool, I wish more people liked me.
Date:November 27th, 2003 07:36 am (UTC)

i absolutely abhor my body :)

yes. i am dead in the parts of me that i forced and controlled to give up. i want nothing more than to be sick sick sick and not eat and b/p and disappear with myself to live in my own little wasting world. but i love to live. and i love the prospect of health. and only my own laziness keeps me from chillin' with it. i just don't want to be strong for a little though... tired. i want to let go and take the easy way, the really really clear one.

but i won't. because i'm the most deliberately determined headstrong person i know. and i just have to tap into the filling purities of love and air and earth and everything around me...

this modern world is sick though. and it swallowed me whole. pretty thick too.
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Date:March 21st, 2004 08:06 pm (UTC)
Yo Meg! Add me to your friends. It's Abby
Date:July 14th, 2004 07:36 am (UTC)
she was my best friend my home and not so far away ex. she was my new girl friend. we all ended up in bed together. now, i am left behind like i was worth nothing to either. no best friend, no girl friend. they aren't crying over me. i want to scream it hurts so bad. my best friend chose some piece of ass over me. i feel so betrayed.
Date:August 18th, 2004 04:05 pm (UTC)

Numb -- by me

I am an empty glass
A statue without a face
Im your Goddess but you don’t worship me much
Im the love of your life, your panther dancer with the faery soul and ivy-wild hair
Im your chocolare covered cherry candy girl
Tame panther, dead faery, choking-this-tree-ivy, stale candy girl
Because im alone, I’ve got tears streaming down my face, and im falling apart
Clearly in desperate need
And you don’t stay
Im the broken dolly on the floor that no one bothers to pick up and fix
Love of your life, oh so important to you, so precious
That’s why im an empty glass, a cracked empty glass
And I’ll remain cracked
The slightest tone of anger in your voice and I shatter
Faerie soul, tiny wings, beat beat, flicker, die
Date:August 18th, 2004 04:07 pm (UTC)

Another one, enititled Goddess

The ultimate survivor
A heart of steel; the core of the earth
Her love, magic, strength
Growing up tree trunks
And sprouting from branches
An electric blossom
Lush with spirit
Luminous power, a moon in full bloom

She wraps her arms around me
As I walk the streets at night
As I lock the door behind me
As I tell my darkest secrets
As I undress from my shell

Enduring war
Torn apart
She opens in earthquake
And rains in monsoon
Yet she still grows
Still spinning, revolving, evolving
A grip as strong as roots

Together we feel
Together we live
Girl soul + girl soul forever
We are not the victims
We are the survivors
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Date:September 13th, 2005 03:20 am (UTC)

Re: Another one, enititled Goddess

you did NOT write those, dear, i did. the copyright is at the bottom of the page. so step off.

Date:September 24th, 2004 04:12 pm (UTC)
hey.. it's chan. I am getting my hair cut at 9am and picking up my jeans. That's about it until about 4. I have plans at 6. What are YOU doing on Saturday?
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Date:September 24th, 2004 05:17 pm (UTC)
we are going to castles and coasters to ride the rides and play put put golf at like 12 or one if you want to come
Date:May 11th, 2007 08:47 am (UTC)
I went to castles and coasters the other day, too!
we played miniuature golf. on Monday.
the one by the 17?
Date:May 11th, 2007 08:45 am (UTC)

I keep things to myself a lot.

sometimes i think i hate myself.

i like myself, I enjoy my body. im a girl.

I dont have many friends..Maybe one. and I hangout with their friends, we all go to the same school. I hate what i am studying, but im too close to graduating to drop out.

I love to paint and draw, I want to sell my artwork for a living.
I like girls. I have not been with a girl yet, but i would Love to.

Ive been with guys..they do nothing for me. Im attracted to small dainty people, i myself am pretty small..im told. guys are okay.

I think mostly my unhappiness comes from hanging out with the wrong kind of people, theyre good people i just have nothing in common with them, so Im always bored..and feel awkward at times.

Sometimes the awkward feelings get really intense.

I want to live in Japan. I want stay there for three months on my passport, and later go back to japan, live there. or maybe..just take lots of trips there.

Japanese girls are beautiful.
I like japanese porn.

I love cats.
I would make love to my cat if i could, but id prefer to also be a cat.
My cat is a girl. beautiful.
i like to lick her sometimes, i have slight asthma, and am alergic to cats. I like when she licks me. on my face, my nose, my ear. It makes me giggle.

I like animal masks. like in my drawings..but i dont have any.

I feel lonely often.
I like attention.

I want to be the mommy of a boy english mastiff.

I like living alone, but live with my parents.
I need to get a job, and move out.

and drink constantly..and have drunken sex. With with many girls. and a few guys..who will be feminine and unworking semen.

I like drinking tea.
I love art.

I crave friendship..trust. love.

ive never done any drugs, but think i should.

i am undersocialized, over-protected, under-exposed to everything. naive on many things, distrusting, fear of being hurt by trusting too quickly, and always been a loner.

i never got out when i was growing up. And i dont know myself very well..My one friend can tell me more about me, and be correct, than i cant tell to others about me.

after establishing a few things, I will live very comfortably embrassing my personality.

i also like to meditate.
Date:May 11th, 2007 08:48 am (UTC)
mmmm, i feel dumb.. i didnt look at the year on this journal..


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